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Almost that feeling...

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... for not being able to progress. for not having the glow. for the feeling of helplessness. for not being able to make myself being seen, and for not being heard. for feeling sorry for myself. for being jealous at my dear ones. for the pain in my body. for the loneliness. for the injustice of the world. for the anxiety of the future. for the tiredness..

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- Almost the feeling of being a little snail, carrying too big a shell and not being able to be happy and moving forward even in the rain...

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I figured it would help to let it out somehow, and it really feels a little better now after drawing this.
It's like I give myself time to reflect, and realise that it might not be THAT bad after all (or maby it is - but at least it feels better).. though I'm still tired and in physical pain :(
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playlist: Sweeny Todd OST, Gackt(the quiet/sad songs only), Peter Pan(-06) OST, Holger, Moulin Rouge OSTs, Phantom of the Opera OST, mixed musical & classical.

tools: STAEDTLER Mars Lumograph 6B pencil, Ballograph epoca ballpoint pen.
PS 7.0 for colour and extra shadows. Textures © me.

the art "Almost that feeling" © Emma 'Jontamar' Selberg
~ please do not steal art!

ps. officially introducing my new watermark. personal this time. hope I will be able to use it without disturbing the view of the art too much from here on..
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gnupunk--macromagic's avatar
About stealing, you should specify whether you mean "stealing credit" or whether you intend your art to be non-free.
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